Marrianna’s Slow Realization

  • If I Wrote the Script for My Life, Why Would I Choose Two Mothers Who Could Not Be There To Love Me and Guide Me?  Later I Learned Why My Mother Died When I was Six Years Old and Why My Step Mother Tried to Kill Me.
  • When I was Able to “Hear It” I was Told In a Loving Manner, “I Had Done Away With  Two Mothers In Other Lifetimes.”  It Was at That Point in Time that Many Other Things I    didn’t Understand Began to Fall Into Place

  • I Was Able to See More Clearly That the Things that Hurt the Most from Past Lifetimes Were a Means of Balancing My Karma.  I Wasn’t Even Aware of Them Because They were Veiled from Me.
  • I Can Now See How Important It Was to be Veiled.  It Would Have Been Impossible to Live This Life if I Had Known I Had Done Away with Not Just One but Two Mothers

  • I Learned the Painful, Hurtful and Unfair Things in Life Were a Reflection of What I Had Done.  I Learned to Forgive Myself and All Others Involved.  In This Way Karma was Brought into Balance and the Slate Cleared.
  • I Learned that Life Experiences are Unbelievably Wonderful Gifts.  I Finally Recognized the “Movie” or “Game” of Life On Earth is Designed so Each of Us Gets to Experience the Same Things We Caused Others to Experience and Much More.

  • I Learned That I was The “Superb Jerk” in My Life and Not The Other Guy.  This Understanding Allowed Me to Change How I Looked at Other People and Events in My Life.  Then I Created the “Reflection Release Process” That Would Bring Into Balance All My Misunderstandings with Ease and Grace.
  • I Knew The Ones Who Caused Me Pain and Guilt Had Agreed to Do This Before We Even Came to Earth.  Only in This Way Could I Really Understand What was Happening and so Be Able to Clear My Karma.

  • I Also Know That I AM Veiled and That the Ones Playing the Game of Life With Me are Also Veiled.  They Do Not Know it Is a Game and That Sometimes it Hurts and Other Times it is Wonderful.My Son’s Drug Issues Reflected What I Needed to Forgive and Heal in Myself from a Prior Lifetime.
  • I Learned that Life On Earth is One of the Hardest Schools to Master.  This is Because the Polarity of the Third Dimension Makes Everything Seem to Be the Exact Opposite of What it Really is.  The Result is False Judgment, Judgment and More Judgment.

  • I Learned that One of the Keys is, Not To Take Anything Personally.  If I Do Take Something Personally, I Tend to React Rather than to Act.  This Results in a Downward Spiral that Ends Up with “Poor Me” Playing the Great Victim Role.
  • I Learned, “There are No Bad Guys In the ‘Movie’ or ‘Game.’”  What Seems Like Bad Guys are only Opportunities to Realize How Important it is to Stay Centered and in Balance.

  • I Learned the Power of Inner Awareness.  When I Go Within Myself, I AM Aware of My I AM Presence.  This is What I Call Self Empowerment.
  • I Learned We are All Connected with Each Other Through Our “God Sparks.”  Every Person Has a “God Spark” Within His or Her Sacred Heart
  • I Learned That “God Sparks” are Sparks or Cells From God’s Body and That’s How We are All Connected and One.  There is Not Anything That God is Not Within Including:   The Trees, Your Pets, All Inanimate Things and All Living Things. Yes, This Includes You!
  • I Learned It is Through Our “God Sparks” That God and The Heavenly Host Know Each of Us Personally and How They Can Help Us on Our Pathway Back Home.

  • I Learned That is Why Lord Jesus, Master Sananda, Said, “Do Unto Others As You Would Have Them Do Unto You.”  It Enables Me to Look at Life, Myself, All Others and Everything I’ve Learned From a Higher Perspective.
  • I Learned that When I Get Caught in a Disagreement or Judgment with Someone, the Most Helpful Thing to Do is to Go Within and Say:

    • I Ask My Mighty I AM Presence To Talk To Their I AM Presence. 
    • I Ask That Our Hearts Be Open, Uplifted and Filled With Love.
    • I Ask That We Be Given New Pictures of Reality in This Matter.
    • For The Highest Good of All.
    • I Thank You! I Thank You! I Thank You!